Eyes of Another.

I've been asking myself a lot lately;

Why can't I be more like you?

Sometimes I get so wound up about it.

Thinking that maybe, if I became someone who amazed you in every way,

the same way you amaze me,

then somehow, I would be something more in your eyes.

It's truly difficult having someone around, who to me; is completely perfect.

I've started questioning myself over and over.

"How can I compete?" "Am I even worth their time?"

I mean, in all honesty there's nothing wrong with the person I am now.
I'm not ashamed of that.
But regardless, if only you knew how much I admire you.
And despite me saying so more times that I can count,
I still don't think you've realised.

Because of you, I want to be something amazing.

I adore you...ishax